"i started to have unprotected sex at the age of 18 and as a result of the lust and pleasure that went along with it...there came pregnancy. i was COMPLETELY shocked, i started to panic n cry because the 1st thang i thought was,"what am i going to tell me popz"? he's a strict one too,i mean, he blew up at me when i forgot to wash a spoon, so i couldnt even imagine how he was gonna take it when i told him. well, the first person i told was tha father and he said it wasnt his n left me. i called my mom (who isnt involved in my life) because she really didnt care, it was actually fine with her. one day when i was filling out a check for my popz, i all of a sudden burst into tears and just told him, and I'll never forget the look he gave me and what he told me. he said he was dissapointed in me and why do i hurt him like that. 3 days after i told him, i had the abortion and it was the most painful experience i wouldnt like to feel again. you would think after the pain n tears that id learn from it...well, here i am at 19 faced with the same prediciment, im pregnant again, and this time, i dont know what to do because i said i wouldnt hurt my dad again like that, and i did. any advice for that? =*("